Some people do have a very huge ego. Caring is one thing, being overly caring is another. To believe fiction for facts, or to make harsh judgement on others when u do not even noe the other person well, to try to push what u don't want to do, to people juz because u think that they r suited for the job,...is just FUCKING, FREAKING WRONG!!!!
People do not fit into the pre-conceived notion of how you think of them, come on, people change when they grow up. If you cannot see or don't allow for the change, den it's is FUCKING time for you to wise up, and get that through to your FUCKING head!
Super pissed with the way, certain individuals do stuff, and people who do know me, knows that I am rarely so pissed off, not even when dealing with matters of the heart, so when I say that I want to just scold and slap some FUCKING individual, it is really something. Please, not even Wong Chin Hua, was that bad, or I just wouldn't even be bothered about it.
There is no difference between 5 years friendship, or 3 years, so do not forced me to lose a friendship, if u urself do not want to get into a shitload of problems...
Life for me is fantastic, my job is engaging, and Sai Kangs are kept to a minimum, so there is nothing to complain about.. Another 10 months and 6 days to ORD. Let the number of problems be kept to a strict minimum.
DXO party was a "blast", with the number of guys again outnumbering the number of girls, worse, is that the DJ played songs that were freaking hard to dance to. Even better, was the fact that I had to listen to shit from certain people.
300 is an extremely nice show, do watch it. It has gratutitious sex, massive violence and extreme amount of blood, what more would a hot-blooded guy asked for? I highly recommend people to watch this show.
Seeing one of my friends being lucky in love, makes me feel a little bit sorry for myself. When I consider him a bigger failure den me in the matters of the heart, now finding someone, who is the right one for him, really makes me feel that I am pathetic... Would things have been different, if I was a little bit more daring? I doubt so. Feel happy for my friend, but it is a ambivalent feeling. What is seriously going on in my bloody head?
I think I am thinking too much into things. Why would life not be simpler?
To keep on smiling even when ur heart is slowly being gnawed by doubts is extremely pitiful. When will I have the courage to show my true feelings?
Too many things to say and do, too little time. If only...
Enough bullshit and self-pity. Time to log off...
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