Finally, the first semester of NUS' year 1 is finally over. Although I am still not really in the mood for studying or mugging yet. Actually, I wondered how I actually survived through the final examinations? Oh well, everything is over, and my post-examinations stress is finally over as well. All that is left is to wait for my results on 23 December, and hope for the best.
Back to work at MOF (Ministry of Finance), and it feel as if I have not left at all. The people are still the same, the work is still the same. Although my reputation there, is apparently someone who really likes to eat chicken rice and fried rice...:-(. Oh well, no complaints. It feels good to be back at work.
Went for the MOF Dinner and Dance at Modiva on Friday. The stand-up comedy was nice, the staff skits were "motivational" as per the norm, and the food was nothing to shout about, but still it was nice to chill out with colleagues and friends.
Found a song online recently, really sums up what I feel on some days （especially on my especially emo days, but the details differ)...enjoy...:
(你知道我在等你们分手吗)
我很关心你跟她 相处得称心吗
没任何冲突吗
不过 不过 想补充一句
(我地开头都系咁架喇)
如果她有福气 未妒忌 别妒忌
让我暂时地祝贺你
等你 分离 随时准备
谁人来残酷报喜
知你无本心 有日到她死心
我未会灰心 不怕受过的教训
愿意在呆等 不忠爱人
回头负你责任 知你
曾花心 爱着你很惊心 却又觉开心
得我愿意受你苦困
我为何肯 等个旧人
谁叫我 不甘心 等到怕了都等
等等等还等 忍忍忍仍忍
我很清楚你的家 她可知那梳化
是共谁选择吗
可笑 可怕 只敢想一下
(可能你会返黎呢)
如她给你抛弃 别顾忌 别顾忌
尚有笨人在等待你
等你 分离 又再一起
犹如轮班去就你
还错过 多少的 亲吻
内疚地 耐心地 静盼爱反悔的你
你似是和她 朝晚未离
我也有信心等你
等你 寻开心 最后变出伤心 我便会开心
可以又再被你幽禁
我为何肯 等个旧人
谁叫我 不甘心 等你老了都等
即使终于与她 成亲
Translation:
Do you know that I am waiting for you all to break up?
I am always concerned over whether the two of you are getting along well
Is there no conflict between the both of you?
But, But I have to add
(Sorry, my opening are always so garrulous)
If he/she has the fortune, not jealous, don't be jealous
Let me congratulate you temporarily,
Waiting for you both to separate, always ready
to await someone to announce this terrible good news.
Knowing that it was not your intention, awaiting him/her losing faith in you
I will not feel dishearted, not afraid of the punishment that I had received before
Willing to foolishly wait, for a disloyal lover
to fulfil his/her duties, knowing that
you were once flirtatious, love seeing you in a panic, yet feeling happy about it
I am willing to suffer from your troubles
Why am I willing to wait to for a lost love?
Who asked me that I am unwilling. I am prepared to wait, till I am afraid to wait anymore.
Waiting, waiting, still waiting. Tolerating, tolerating, still tolerating.
I know the exact details of your house, but does he/she knows the comb in your house
was chosen by whom?
Laughable, scary, only daring to think for a moment on this thought.
(Maybe you will return?)
If he/she was dumped by you, don't hesitate, don't hesitate
there is still a dumb person waiting for you
waiting for your break-up, once again waiting for you
as if waiting for my shift at work.
Still missed out on how many kisses?
Guiltily, patiently awaiting you who love to regret
You seems to be with him/her all day and night
but I still have confidence in waiting for you.
Waiting for your moment of happy-seeking to finally become sadness, then I will be happy
to finally be able to be kept in prison by you
Why am I willing to wait for a lost love?
Who asked me that I am unwilling. Even if you become old, I am still willing to wait.
Even if you finally marry him/her.
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